Currently Listening One X By Three Days Grace see related

Whoop! I'm livin' the single life now, and let me tell you, it isn' t half bad!

Wow! It's been a LONG time since I've updated. But no one really does Xanga anymore. Everyone is like addicted to myspace! I'm one of those myspace freaks that is on ALL the time. Wow, so me and Michael aren't together anymore. It's weird, but I guess I'm getting as used to it as I'll ever be. We had a good run, but things just didn't work out. It's okay though. Everything happens for a reason, right? Anyways, of course I'm still working at the Hut. Ha. I don't think I'll ever leave that place. It's really a sad story. Dang. I cut my hair and I got my neck pierced. When Michael does see me, he won't recognize me. Okay, well anyways, I just got bored and figured I'd update, even though no one reads these things anyways. So bye now.

♥ Alison ♥

Currently Listening Garden State By Various Artists see related

Lalala....I love you...oh...no I don't...hahaha. just playing...I'm weird.

Oh my goodness...It has been quite a while since I've updated...I've just been a little busy.  I have had a pretty decent day.  I got up at 7:15 to get ready and then go over to Michael's house bright and early.  That went pretty good.  Then we went to City Cafe and they have really good hamburgers.  Like really.  But then he had to go to work .  But it's okay cause I love him anyways.  We are doing really good right now.  I love him absolutely to death!  Dude...Pizza Hut is such a slut.  I hate them for screwing me over.  I've been working there for TWO YEARS and I don't even make $6.00 an hour.  It's really sad.  When summer comes, I'm going to get another job for sure.  I'm sick of dealing with being underpaid and such.  I'm almost 18.  I turn 18 on April 12th.  It's pretty exciting.  Even though nothing is really going to change...except for me and Michael might be getting an apartment soon and that makes me REALLY excited.  It's weird though. I'm kinda scared to move out cause you never know what can happen.  It's just weird.  I don't know.  But that would be pretty good I guess.  Oh...It feels REALLY good outside today which is also pretty amazing.  I can't wait till summer, cause I feel like going swimming.  Muahaha.  I have to lose 15 pounds before summer though, and I'm not really sure how yet.  But anyways, I'm gonna go take a shower and such and get ready for work.  I love everyone! 

LOVE....aLiSoN...what a loser.

love works in mysterious ways.

Well.....Things are getting a little better now.  Me and Michael are no longer arguing, but there is so much like, tension or something between us.  I have a few trust issues, but I've always had some, just not quite as much as I have now.  It's really aggravating, but oh well.  I seriously never expected anything like this from him though.  Well, anyways, me, Nikki, Tristan, and Michael went bowling last night, and it was SO much fun!  I haven't hung out with Nikki and Tristan in literally, forever.  I bowled a 136, which is really bad, but for me, it was really good.  But, I am about to leave for work, so I'll update again soon.  I love everyone.

 â™¥ALISON ELAINE EDWARDS♥

Currently Watching Elizabethtown (Widescreen Edition) see related

Yes!  I haven't eaten in three days, and I've lost 8 pounds!  It's amazing! 

Currently Listening Back to Bedlam By James Blunt You're Beautiful see related

Oh gracious. Why me?

Geez.  So much shit has happened in the last four days that it is ridiculous.  I am so confused.  Like you don't even know.  And I'm not gonna explain it all because it's a lot of stuff that I really don't feel like everyone should know.  I just know that things with me and Michael are to a level that they have NEVER been before.  Right now, I know for a fact that he doesn't love me the same way that I love him.  But it's okay.  Everything will be okay.  I'll be okay.  It sucks so bad though, and it hurts so much worse than I ever thought it would hurt.  I don't know what to do.  I am just gonna try to let him have his space and let him do what he needs to do.  If it's meant to be, he'll be back, if not, he won't.  It's just something I have to accept.  I am so sick right now though.  Like, I can't eat at all.  I feel sick every time I try to.  Oh well.  Now I have an excuse to lose 15 pounds before summer.  Oh well.  Anyways, I am so tired.  I've had a total of 5 hours of sleep in the past 3 days.  It is really getting to me.  I look like I haven't slept in like a week.  I got invited to go to Billiard's tonight with a few friends that I haven't hung out with in a while, and I might go.  I also got invited to a party that I might go to.  I suppose I just need to get out and surround myself with friends right now, cause I don't know how to handle this stuff.  I've never been through most of this stuff before, so ya know.  Well, I'm gonna go now.  I love everyone.

<3 Alison